left alone, so alone.

today is the first tyme i m writing in here .

heart hurts , felt it bleeding wana share with someone , no one care , no one's there for me.
would you leave for someone you could love , or stay with someone who loves you but you have hurt feelings.

yesterday he came to find me and at first we talk things out in a nicer manner. i m touch by the way he loved me but the hurt in my heart needs tyme to heal , i try to tel him i needed some tyme to sort things out but he was lyk rushing me for answers ..and he's like trying to push all the blame to me, why all guys are lyk tat when they are the cause of the problem.

i guess i had enough n i m tired.so tired.he jus keeps pushing everything to me damm. after i went home , i felt lyk crying but no one knows how i m feeling.

so i called timothy wanted to talk to him, but is lyk he didnt even give a damm of what i m trying to say ..he was out wif his frends but cant he jus give me a few mins jus to tel him smthing serious ,he jus pass his fone to his friend and his frend say to me "can you pls dont disturb him first " than jus hang up the fone and timothy didnt even bother to call back..fuck man i felt lyk a fool a rubbish a wadevea damn.

timothy is a guy that i had loved after my ex tat i once could love so much ignatius but i guess i m jus doing one sided love den. hais fine man. really freaking tired . so hard for me to love someone but always ended up the same shyt why.,what have i done wrong i dont understand..

maybe i shouldn't love.